sometimes i wish i could end it
but ill just come right back
i still feel like utter shit and so alone
but i was alone for years after my timeline went to shit
why am i letting it get to me now
man the fuck up dave this isnt the first rodeo weve been through
there are some days i just feel so fucking alone
and i dont know why
this is actually hurting my heart talking to him after all thats happened
i just want to disappear
or at least sleep forever